finally i've overcome my problems I've read some journals about how to be more creative and stuff like that and i realized that the only problem i have is my attitude and my approach to myself. I just want to tell you how to get some motivation If you're watching tv turn it off it's a mind eater!!!
You don't need any super expensive tools to make a good art. All you need is a pencil. a piece of paper and your imagination
If you see that your drawings don't look good enough to you, don't be discouraged, use it as a motivation to get better. Don't push yourself too hard some things need a bit of time for you to understand and soon they will just click into you . You will see that with the time itll be really easy for you to draw things that you considered as too hard to you
And most important : If someone tell you that you are not good enough and you should quit drawing, just don't listen to them. ask yourself these two questions:
1 Who are you drawing for : them or yourself??
2 Do you want to quit doing what you love to do ??
You can be a great artist no matter what others think or say
So now it's up to you
You can be sad and watch tv all day, or you can make some REALLY AWESOME ART!!!!!

Have a great day